Wednesday, August 31, 2005
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my heart ache once again... as i was hurt by my best friend's words while i am on the way back home... ok... i dun deny that i miss someone.. miss him very much.. so? did he care? i miss the times when he helped me... miss his sms as sms from him always make me feel better.... so? does it makes a difference? when i was hurt by my friend's words... i wanna to call him.. but i did not in the end... i have not seen him for a very long time.. since 19 july... have not contacted him since then too... i miss his "say ur last prayer" when i sms him and told him that i might "die" in csa mid sem test... miss everything...
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8/31/2005 03:46:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
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today went to TP library... yup yup.. as usual, my friendz study.. while i "study"... see the difference? that is why i always say that i am the slack one.... arrived at 9.50am.. only to know about 15 minutes earlier that someone will be arriving after lunch.. who huh? then @ 11.20 like that, a crazy girl arrived and sat beside me... know why she is crazy? coz she kept on singing her song, then laugh, then talk.. and wad else? forgot le.. oh ya! snatch my jacket!!! make me freeze sia... and some more... it rained in the morning.. so the temperature in the library was super cold.. enough to place a frozen meat there... yup yup... saw liting and later... at around 2pm... maziah arrived... yup yup... the day overall was alright... only that i am super cold in the library...
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8/30/2005 01:33:00 PM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
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today, my friendz went to sch to study while i went to sch to "study"... got wad i mean? yup.. and today was super funny... coz of something that happen while we were going back.. coz of stingray's request, i am not saying wad.. so let it be something that only maz, stingray and i know... blehz...
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8/29/2005 02:17:00 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
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i have learnt that when i am in CSA, never sit at the corner... coz today for the past hour, she has been calling my name.. and all coz of the fact that i am sitting in the corner! not fair... and i have no freaking idea how to do the tutorials...
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8/26/2005 06:10:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
:: zzz... ::
did not feel like getting up from bed this morning... just so nice to sleep... blehz... weather so nice... hahaz... went to sch and got back both my marks for com ckills (sum test) and econs one..( the coursework) yup yup... not realy quite happy with it... but.. whatever... results out already.. who cares?
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8/23/2005 12:08:00 PM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
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time and time again, i always tried to study... but time and time again, i failed to do so... maybe coz i am lazy... maybe lack of motivation... maybe for some other reasons... i dunno... time and time again... i tried to stop myself from reading my friend's emotional blog.. but once again, i failed... i tried to stop myself from coming online.. but sad to say... i failed too...
so if i ever fail in this sem, i think it would be the time that someone should pass me her withdrawal form... for some reasons, if i ever fail my sem, it will also be the time that i stop calling someone as my "family" member... coz i dun want that someone to know that his mei cannot make it..( i know it is a stupid reason... but that is the same reason on gave a few months ago...) dun want that person to place so much hopes on me... i am not one who is strong enough to overcome all difficulties...
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8/21/2005 01:01:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
:: to stingray... ::
hey.. at least maz and i bother to create a list of reasons for staying in TP hor... especially must give me more credit u know.... sick cat today ma... and at least i also bother to write down the reasons for leaving TP(back page)... blehz... for the back page,who is that for, u know, maz know and i know can le... dun say out.... shh.... hahaz... i know the reasons for staying are quite lame... but too bad.. so sad.. i dun care.. hahha.... cannot think of anymore ma... blehz...
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8/16/2005 12:50:00 PM
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i am dead.. i flung my econs... coz during q & A, i dunno how to answer.. that costs 10 marks!! ar... wadever the case is... comm skills test is.. also ar.. coz as i am during the test, i am sneezing.. but i am feeling hot... jia lat...
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8/16/2005 07:20:00 AM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
:: elf ::
today though have to wake up early for elf, but i dun deny the fact that i enjoyed it.... in fact... i enjoyed it better when i no need to do belaying or take a group, or be a station master... blehz... today just walk around with paul and hazel.. the both of them are so funny.... laugh almost all the time when paul was with us.. ( coz after that he gotta leave early ma) yup yup... blehz...
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8/13/2005 10:51:00 AM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
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can prepare to flunk my excel test already.. dun even know a thing... blehz.. then today actually after sch got something on... then yup... then there was a period of time that maziah nearly wanna 2 strangle me alive.. coz i was saying that if someone were to appear in front of me at that time, i will immediately go back for both elf and debate...maz has even thought of asking someone to appear in TM... so taht i will be more than willing to go for both of my cca.. blehz... but of coz, that did not happen in the end... coz ... i was asking for nearly the impossible...
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8/12/2005 12:33:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
:: asia life... ::
it was the place in which i found happiness in... also the place in which i cried... also the
place where i know all of them, who will often be there and care for me... i wanna to be the
youngest, wanna ppl to care... i said it lots of times... i dun like to be alone...
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8/10/2005 03:26:00 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
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lalalala lalalala elmo's world! haha... dun bother... i am a bit not myself.. blehz... currently about to have sore throat..and tml national day still have to go and do project... is this wad ppl call as poly life? no offence, but i think that at least for now, working life seems to be better.. at least bevan and the rest can enjoy their rest day... so good...
to stingray: lazy to call u... but just wanna 2 let u know that for this whole month,(only for this lunar month) if possible, if wanna to study... the lastest i hope to stay back till is 5.30pm.. dun want to go home so late... blehz...
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8/08/2005 12:13:00 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
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i thought there were no more tears left after wad happen yesterday... * wad happens, only haz, maz and stingray knows.. * but i was wrong.. i read xxxx's blog just now.. and tears fell once again.. hate to admit this fact to my closest friendz, but ya.. it did once again... kinda touched by xxxx's blog... just so sweet and nice.... suddenly made me feel that... so far, i only add problems to my "family" members only... coz whenever i am upset, i always go to them... always make them listen to my troubles.. but i never got to know of their troubles... when xxxx was kinda upset.. but i could not do a single thing... i really dunno.... i could not even say something to make xxxx feel better.... why? for once, how i wish and how i pray that xxxx will be happy and not go back to the past.. coz it sometimes hurts me to know that xxxx is unhappy as xxxx thinks back of the past....
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8/04/2005 05:14:00 PM
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